hurt.

i really need someone right now.  too bad it can't be you.  

i look at them and wonder if i should envy them or not.  seems like it was all just yesterday, at the same time it feels like it was a dream.  one that never happened.  

i have different company now i guess?  but i wish people wouldn't be so exclusive.  sheesh.  

I REALLY REALLY MISS YOU.  although i shouldn't.  =/

♥