i've learnt that..

i've learnt that, sometimes, the kindness you show to others is often not repaid. 

i've learnt that things happen for a reason. just that we don't know wad they are most of the time.

i've learnt that not everybody will cherish you and treasure you the way u do to them.

i've learnt that, sometimes, when people are too focused on themselves, or on sumthing else,they tend to get blinded and do not pay attention to their surroundings.

i've learnt that, you can't go too deep with some people. they just don't get it. 

i've learnt that, showing ur love to others, and telling them that u love them isnt always treasured or appreciated. trying to help? they just go meh. people throw ur care and concern away like rotten food. 

i've learnt that 99.9% of teenage gurls vain. whether they like it or not.

i've learnt that a true friend is rarer than the number of times i get to buy new clothes. =D

i've learnt that in life,there are somethings u have got to let go, for better things to take place.

yeah, that thing in the email about telling people u love them, coz u may never get to do so ever again? yeaaahh.. i used to think that was touching and meaningful. but after trying it, i think it's nothing. it has no impact wad so ever let alone any importance to those you try to be nice to. 

and you know wad, i'm still learning.. it's a never ending process, and hey, i'm still so young. i have plenty of days left to go to learn new stuff. newer, and more painful stuff. meh. i guess, life's unfair, no? we gotta deal with it. 

i sumhow cant seem to live in ignorance tho. therefore, no ignorance, no bliss? haha..

maybe tho.. just maybe..

i am still down. don't know how long this queasy feeling will last. grr. RAWR. i don't bite.